Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 8:35 PM
god, i need to do something about my shoulders.
Putting on make up! (I've got small eyes 0_o)

GRACE AND CHARLOTTE! :D They look beautiful!

In the Hotel room (after founders)

CHARISSA and STEPH!

BACK TO NATURAL LOOK!

Founders day!
alright, so the colour party is quite proud of our performance :D
we didn't really screw up or anything, so thats a PLUS!
okay then there was the GB Sec 4 Farewell, awww it was really touching!
especially the gift from my awesome King-sy (totally made that up). :D
anyways, after that, just went to do my singaporean passport! (yep thats right, im gonna be a singaporean in NO TIME!)
And yes, LOVEMG was good! :D I mean i promised shyen that i wouldn't get emotional and stuff (putting up a strong front), but then i failed.
It was after when charlotte pulled my arms to her side, she then prayed for me. I felt bad, i mean i didn't know that i had hurt her so much when i always said "i hate who i am" and such. I kind of knew that she was annoyed, but i didn't know that she cared about what i am becoming.
Yeah truthfully, i do not like how i look like (especially in majority photos = un-photogenic), i really don't like it, but i am proud about my personality and stuff. So thats why if i screw up my inner character, i am basically just a screwed up person. So i CANNOT for the life of me, screw up my character. I cannot afford to do that.
So thanks charlotte for praying for me, i was gonna pray for you but i thought i wouldn't have a good prayer, i'll probably just be teary and very uncomprehendable(sp?). Just want to tell you that you are blessed! And you know it, you don't have to find evidence to that.
okay then, lets talk about Founder's Day dinner,
well, it went fine! But sadly, i didn't really sit down and enjoy the dishes.
(most of the time took pictures -.-)
and yeah talking about the pictures, goodness me, let me comment on how i dressed.
firstly, wrong dress for the wrong type of body.
I have really fair and broad shoulders, so wearing a tube dress is a no no, but i have no idea why i wore a shiny blue dress.
Okay, then make-up. I mean Gloricia's skills are good! of course! :D
but then, i totally do not look any better in make up. This shows that all my flaws cannot be hidden (dammit haha).
gahh, well yeah and my hair was neither short nor long, and looking really bad. So yeah basically screwed up my Founders Day photos.
I will never ever look at them ever again, promise me you wouldn't as well.
let it pass, let it pass.
New goal, tone my arms (i don't think i'll follow it anyways).
hahaha but its nice to set goals, but it sucks to not follow them.
I slept for only 1 hour yesterday.
so i came back home and slept for like about 3 hours! oh my goodness, i was so tired.
i'm never going to do that again! lol
so anyways, I brought steph to church! :D
Hahaha she said service was good, but lesson was just strange (she didn't learn anything). haha i don't blame you, steph.
okay, so i went to VIVO, and i love Zara's shoes. Its really very very nice, and well my mum just doesn't think that i would wear them out (yeah must probably so haha). D:
OKAYS then, time for school tmrw, and prelims are coming up, want to know what im feeling right now? I am feeling tired and really not ready for school and not ready for prelims and definately NOT ready for O'levels. I AM GOING TO DIE!
Labels: Church, Dailies, Founder's Day'09, LoveMG, photos